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My company sucks!!!!!!!!

So yeah i did not get the promotion because my job is made of a bunch of ass's!!! The "reason" that they said that they did not want me to have the job is because i am going to school and they think that i am going to leave when i finish. Now mind you if i was going to school for biz or biz management it would not be a problem. But since i am going for massage therapy its a bad thing. mind u there are 2 people in another dept that went to my school, graduated, got their license and are still at the zoo. So that was an unfair assumption! They also said that they want someone who is looking for a career and not a job. HELLO!?! i have be workign here for 5 fucking years!!!!! I would like to think that this is a little more than a job. Also if they wanted to pay people more they might want stay longer too. But what ever fuck em. I am going to stay until i can collect my pention and then im out (2 more yrs). I dont give a shit what time a year it is either. I'm going to leave right in the middle of the busy season and they can piss on them selves! god i wish i could hurry the callender up to 2007! grrr i hate this company!!!!!

what your opinion?

I have not run my mouth in a while so I'm going to now ;-p So yeah I had an interview at work the other day. It's for the supervisor postition at my job. If I were to get it, it would be like a promotion for me which would be great! So I had the interview and I feel that things went well. I'm talking to Doug about it and he askes me "Did Tommy (my boss and the one who was interviewing me) give you any pointers or tell you what to expect?" I responded no and Doug called him a jerk. Now I'm not one to go on many interview, but if you know the person who is interviewing you, is it right for them to give you pointers? I kinda feel that it would be a little taboo for them to help you. But at the same time I can see what Doug is talking about. I know that my old boss (the one who hired me) would have at least told me that I would do fine and just relax, but I did not get any of that from him. So is Doug right in calling him a jerk? Half of me feels like he was being one and the other half feels that he was just trying to keep things on a kinda professional level. What would you have you done in that situation?

murphys law day

Some times i feel like I am the one one that this happenes to, when everything just seems to go against you. Today is not a good day at all!!! I forgot my kahki's at my boyfriends house did not remember till i got all the way to work. Could not turn around and get them cuz its was going to take 2 hrs of sitting in traffic or 2 hrs r/t on the subway. So, i got to spend $30 on a cab to take me home to get them and turn around and come back to work-fun fun. Now that I am here i have a spliting headach, homeowork that i have to do, i did not sleep to well last night, my neck is sore from the lil sleep that i did get, its a really shitty day out and i have class tonight. All i wanna do right now is snuggle my cat and lay in bed w/ my honey who i will not get a chance to see for about a week :-(  sorry but i just needed to vent!

The people that i work w/

The people that i work w/ kill me. Here they are sitting in front of my telling me that they love to work, that they cant stand staying home and doing nothing ect ect. Well, one of them wanted to go home after being here for 2 hrs cuz they are "sick" and the other one, well, In the winter before they got laid off her exact words were "i dont wanna work any more, i'm tired of it! i just wanna sit home and collect my unemployement check." I dont get it. Make up your mind if you wanna work or not. I think that people are just way to lazy now a days. One of my staff members almost got evicted last summer for not paying her rent. Her rent is under $200 (section 8) a month!!!!!! How do you not pay this? To make it even worse she has a kid! How do you not take care of your kid? Well she is a kid her self, but this is the best part. Since i see her payroll i know that she was making over $300 a week!!!!! what did you do w/ that money? lets grow up a lil. And this happens from a girl who will be the 1st one to tell anyone that she is older than her supervisor (me). But mind you I'm the one w/ a full time job, go to school full time and have NO kids. Go figure!?! Gosh i hate my staff sometimes. I'm sorry im not one for trival immature bs that they like to create. I need school to be done now so i can leave this lil world here.

People on here

Ok yeah so i though the point of friendster was to maybe meet people and make friends.  So what is w/ the people who make their profiles only viewable by people who are closely connected to them?  That means that they are your friends and they know that shit already! Why not let other people read it and see if they want to get to know you?  I dont see the point of having a profile here if everyone cant read it.  Are you that important that you need to be that exclusive?

school

Ok so here i am trying school again for the 2nd time around.  Im at a new school, new people and even a new major.  But i keep running into the same freaking problems.  I had a run in with the registration man at school.  He was so rude and inpolite i wanted to strangle him!!!  He acted like i was bothering him but i think he seems to forget that if people like me didn't go to school there that mo-fo would not have a freaking job!!!  Why do people who work in the "paper work" end of colleges have to be so mean?  At my last college financial aid office lost my master promissary note and that is why i had no $$ to go to school and that is why i had to stop.  It took me 2 years to get the $$ to pay them off and now here i am trying to do it all over again and im at whits end again!  why are we compeled to do what society telles us to do "Go to school, get a "good"(but what is good? make lots of $$ and be miserable or get a job that you enjoy but you can barley pay your bills?) job and aquire lots and lots of debt".  I hate the fact that im in debt over $16,000 and no degree yet! T he thing that kills me is that all im going to get for the 16+ g's is a few fun college memories and peice of paper that tells other people that i know how to follow rules.  UGGH!!!! i guess im just frustratd.  I just wanna have a job that i enjoy and i dont have to jump through hoops for, guess im not going to be that lucky :-(